gift

you see,
but you don't observe

you hear,
but you don't listen

you breathe,
but you don't smell

you eat,
but you don't taste

you touch,
but you don't feel

dear Almighty, i beg you
please gift me with synesthesia
to every beat of my heart
for i'm praising your endless creations
throughout the glimpse of this life

amen.



now...
are you alive yet?

tidur

malam ini bulan buram
tertutup ilusi kelambu awan
angin datang menghentak
pusing memeluk lumpuh

aku ingin tidur...






tapi aku tak mau bermimpi sendiri

layang-layang

selayang pandang benang merah
kail-kail saling mengait
menit belum sempat usai
embun-embun belum sempat menetas

bunga pun gagal mekar
kepompong tak jadi terpilin

inikah semerbak rindu?
ketika cumbu buru-buru beradu

dimana jiwa berlari
dan bayang sembunyi

sayang,
sayangku yang paling manis,
dimanakah alamatmu?

ingin aku menjadi layang-layang
yang dipermainkan awan dan angin
mengembara ke rumahmu
menyangkut di atap...
kemudian layu dan terlupakan

layar tertutup,
tiada tepuk tangan



selamat mengusap dada.

palung

aku merindukan sinar
tangga menuju
surga

jikalau takdirku terkutuk
seperti hidup terjebak
dalam palung

maka biarkanlah aku
membuat cahayaku
sendiri



amin.

Life is a Choice

So, life is a choice, huh...

What do you think?
Did Ash choose Pikachu?
Or did Pikachu choose Ash?

Maybe fate just playing with both of them,
And also Professor Oak.

Destiny awaits,
May all of them be electrocuted, again and again,
Until their particles disappear.

Amen.