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Minggu, 01 Maret 2015

tangan Tuhan

dan pada malam itu
langit menjadi perwakilan tangan Tuhan
akan rezeki-Nya yang tiada batas

lalu biarkan semua mengalir apa adanya
menodai segala hal yang tercipta
dengan berbagai macam gelapnya kebenaran

maka mandikan aku dengan hangatnya kepalsuan-Mu
supaya aku kembali mengangkat kelopak basah ini
dan tersenyum bodoh memeluk indahnya hijab-Mu



amin.

Selasa, 17 Februari 2015

pangkuan

waktu terus tumbuh
dan ia senantiasa
menolak untuk jatuh
dari pangkuan rahim
semesta...

berputar-putar layaknya anjing
yang selalu kehausan
sembari sibuk mengejar
goyang lebat buntutnya
sendiri...



amin.

Jumat, 03 Oktober 2014

menghitung ulang

duhai malam
sudikah engkau kali ini
memberikan dengan ikhlas
kunci jawaban atas pertanyaan ini:

"hari ini, sudah berapa kali aku menarik dan menghembuskan nafas? bantu aku menghitung ulang... "

maafkan kami
atas segala kelalaian
yang telah berlalu
wahai Yang Maha Pemurah



amin.

Minggu, 28 September 2014

embun malam

malam ini ada setetes embun
yang menggantung
menawan rindu
pada sebuah daun

aku bisikkan padanya:
"wahai manis,
sampai kapan kamu mau memeluk itu?
cepatlah jatuh dan terurai."

lalu pelan kutiupkan
seuntai intim doa mesra
dalam pusar jiwanya

tapi sayang,
ia masih enggan
untuk pulang ke ibu

hingga aku dibuatnya
tunduk penuh malu
akan segala kuasa-Mu

kucolek saja titik kecil itu
lembut dan dingin
mencium ujung telunjukku

dan kucicipi...
sejenak indah lekuknya

lidahku terkunci,
pikiranku bebas lepas



amin.

Rabu, 03 September 2014

The Worst Feeling

Once upon a time, we sat together.

"What is the worst feeling in this world?" a smirk bloomed on you.

"You tell me first?"

"I think, its loneliness. I hate it."

"You poor thing."

"So, what do you think?"

"I've tasted it, and I survived. For me, it's being disconnected... from everything. That is the worst."

"What's the difference?"

"Oh believe me, you don't want to know. And I solemnly pray that you won't experience it."

Then came a long deep silence, seems like an eternity, but no angel greeted us.

Jumat, 29 Agustus 2014

arah hidup

ketika angin bertiup ke kiblat
api mengintip surga
cacing mengumpat dalam tanah
dan air mengayun rendah

ke mana aku harus menghadap?

semuanya sudah ditentukan
sebelum semesta lahir
dan setelah semua kembali tiada

tidak perlu khawatir
laksanakan apa adanya

hidup hanya sementara



amin.

Rabu, 27 Agustus 2014

reuni

malam ini

aku bersembunyi
di balik pelik cahaya

ingin aku reuni
bertamu sendu
mengetuk daun
pintu mimpi

ruang sunyi
tempat di mana waktu
habis asa mengejarku

aku masih lemah,
maka tangguhkanlah aku
dan hari akhirku

sampai mampu menghadap-Mu
tanpa membuatmu malu



amin.

Sabtu, 10 Mei 2014

Atlantic Connection (Feat. MC Tali) - So Me

Atlantic Connection has been consistently bringing quality liquid DnB tunes, while I'm already a fan of Tali since she released "Lyric on My Lip". Well, this tune is soothing, inspiring and ironically romantic. Hope you enjoy it! :)

Here's the lyric:

We were strangers in the street
Until our shadows crossed unconsciously
Stood outside as daylight died
And the night began it's sinking bleed

We were waiting for the same bus
I noticed you looking across at me
Our eyes connected and I recognized your smile
Side by side we shared the same seat
As we discussed our history
Our mutual friends around our ends and what we did on the weekends
Before I knew it the bell rang you were gone and alone again
I realized that in their time we never even said our names

I think I saw you one more time
Getting off the northern line
But friends we shared said you've disappeared
And no one knows where to find you
Inspired by a conversation undeterred I can be patient
Can't believe I'm still waiting to be inspired again

Ain't funny it ain't crazy tell me baby
That moment though it's gone
Ain't funny it ain't crazy tell me baby
Why does it still live on
Ain't funny it ain't crazy tell me baby
Though its a memory
Ain't funny it ain't crazy tell me baby
I never felt so me

It's not like we were meant to be
Or you're the one that got away from me
It's not like we were kindred souls but then again who knows
Cause I can't seem to forget
That's why what you see is what you get