One night
I sleep without pray

Nightmare have come to me

I fell into the darkest hole...
Without no end

This terrible agony
Is restless

What should I do?
Slit my throat? Cut my veins?

Blown away my mind
My blood is deep frost
No gravity, no heartbeat...
No hope

Is this heaven? Or hell?
I don't see light, I don't see angel
I don't see flaming fire, I don't see devil

Where is The Eden? Where should I search for it?
Nothing is found

In the end...
The sunshine never come to wake me up...

Doomed to obscurity I have become.

Note : My last old writings, finally. Bit by bit put it in together in this blog.