menghitung ulang

duhai malam
sudikah engkau kali ini
memberikan dengan ikhlas
kunci jawaban atas pertanyaan ini:

"hari ini, sudah berapa kali aku menarik dan menghembuskan nafas? bantu aku menghitung ulang... "

maafkan kami
atas segala kelalaian
yang telah berlalu
wahai Yang Maha Pemurah



amin.

embun malam

malam ini ada setetes embun
yang menggantung
menawan rindu
pada sebuah daun

aku bisikkan padanya:
"wahai manis,
sampai kapan kamu mau memeluk itu?
cepatlah jatuh dan terurai."

lalu pelan kutiupkan
seuntai intim doa mesra
dalam pusar jiwanya

tapi sayang,
ia masih enggan
untuk pulang ke ibu

hingga aku dibuatnya
tunduk penuh malu
akan segala kuasa-Mu

kucolek saja titik kecil itu
lembut dan dingin
mencium ujung telunjukku

dan kucicipi...
sejenak indah lekuknya

lidahku terkunci,
pikiranku bebas lepas



amin.

The Worst Feeling

Once upon a time, we sat together.

"What is the worst feeling in this world?" a smirk bloomed on you.

"You tell me first?"

"I think, its loneliness. I hate it."

"You poor thing."

"So, what do you think?"

"I've tasted it, and I survived. For me, it's being disconnected... from everything. That is the worst."

"What's the difference?"

"Oh believe me, you don't want to know. And I solemnly pray that you won't experience it."

Then came a long deep silence, seems like an eternity, but no angel greeted us.

arah hidup

ketika angin bertiup ke kiblat
api mengintip surga
cacing mengumpat dalam tanah
dan air mengayun rendah

ke mana aku harus menghadap?

semuanya sudah ditentukan
sebelum semesta lahir
dan setelah semua kembali tiada

tidak perlu khawatir
laksanakan apa adanya

hidup hanya sementara



amin.

reuni

malam ini

aku bersembunyi
di balik pelik cahaya

ingin aku reuni
bertamu sendu
mengetuk daun
pintu mimpi

ruang sunyi
tempat di mana waktu
habis asa mengejarku

aku masih lemah,
maka tangguhkanlah aku
dan hari akhirku

sampai mampu menghadap-Mu
tanpa membuatmu malu



amin.

Atlantic Connection (Feat. MC Tali) - So Me

Atlantic Connection has been consistently bringing quality liquid DnB tunes, while I'm already a fan of Tali since she released "Lyric on My Lip". Well, this tune is soothing, inspiring and ironically romantic. Hope you enjoy it! :)

Here's the lyric:

We were strangers in the street
Until our shadows crossed unconsciously
Stood outside as daylight died
And the night began it's sinking bleed

We were waiting for the same bus
I noticed you looking across at me
Our eyes connected and I recognized your smile
Side by side we shared the same seat
As we discussed our history
Our mutual friends around our ends and what we did on the weekends
Before I knew it the bell rang you were gone and alone again
I realized that in their time we never even said our names

I think I saw you one more time
Getting off the northern line
But friends we shared said you've disappeared
And no one knows where to find you
Inspired by a conversation undeterred I can be patient
Can't believe I'm still waiting to be inspired again

Ain't funny it ain't crazy tell me baby
That moment though it's gone
Ain't funny it ain't crazy tell me baby
Why does it still live on
Ain't funny it ain't crazy tell me baby
Though its a memory
Ain't funny it ain't crazy tell me baby
I never felt so me

It's not like we were meant to be
Or you're the one that got away from me
It's not like we were kindred souls but then again who knows
Cause I can't seem to forget
That's why what you see is what you get


Wookie (Feat. Zak Abel) - Higher

Wookie is a legend, enough said. While Zak Abel's voice is smooth and soulful, fit perfectly into the beat. Love the video clip, very suitable and picture the atmosphere perfectly. Enjoy. :)

Here's the lyric:

Don’t want to set rules for this honey cause we’re so free
I’m not trying to control your loving or that’s not for me
And I know you’re waiting for some clarity
Although we know that the road looks foggy, we don’t need to see

Cause we got that new love, I got that warm feeling in my chest
Here we got that new love, Whenever I’m around you I know I’m blessed
You make me sing (Oooh) Like winds in the sky (Oooh)
You’re lifting me high, higher and higher

Big smile when I see you, so chilled in your space
The way you talk is constant that whispers your grace
And I know your waiting for some guarantee
Although we know that the road looks foggy, we should let what is be


Cause we got that new love, I got that warm feeling in my chest
Here we got that new love, Whenever I’m around you I know I’m blessed
You make me sing (Oooh) Like winds in the sky (Oooh)
You’re lifting me high, higher and higher


korup

pakaikan saja aku rompi oranye
biar seluruh dunia tahu
bahwa aku tidak punya malu


amin.

hapus

dan ketika semua mengikuti amanah-Nya
dimana saat itu aku kembali berbelok kiri
dan kamu pulang ke kanan

diam-diam sang waktu menertawakan kita
lalu nasib ikut meringis

aku tahu itu
saatnya kita berhenti

aku menjadi aku
dan kamu...
menjadi kamu

kala itu pula
kamu muntahkan semua kenangan manis

tapi aku tak mampu
sejarah menempa diri ini jadi seperti

maka sekarang aku ucapkan:
"selamat tinggal, sayangku yang paling manis"

bukan kamu yang pergi
atau aku yg mangkir
ini hanya permainan takdir

aku melepaskan semua,
dan kamu...
menghapus segalanya



amin.

cemburu

wahai hujan
setiap kali engkau bertamu
segera aku cemburu
cepat pula meraung padu
seluruh nafsuku

tanpa malu
aku menyetubuhimu
dalam setiap tetesanmu
hingga kamu tersedu-sedu

wahai hujan
persetan kamu
dengan aroma yang singgah padamu
segeralah putar balik beradu
dan bawa pulang kembali aku


amin.

Sebuah Janji

Sudah lebih dari setengah bulan, sekarang aku tahu apa yg akan aku capai di 2014 ini:

I will not be broken again.
I'm not afraid.

Cheers!

bintang

malam ini hujan kembali turun
kemana perginya wahai bintang?
karena mataku ini tak mampu melihatmu

malam ini gemuruh kembali mengaum
kemana perginya sunyi?
karena telingaku ini tak mampu mendengarmu

malam ini semuanya berputar kembali
melawan arah
mengejar waktu

malam ini semuanya bermimpi
menahan arus sungai
menjadi kekal abadi


amin