I sleep without pray
Nightmare have come to me
I fell into the darkest hole...
Without no end
This terrible agony
Is restless
What should I do?
Slit my throat? Cut my veins?
Blown away my mind
My blood is deep frost
No gravity, no heartbeat...
No hope
Is this heaven? Or hell?
I don't see light, I don't see angel
I don't see flaming fire, I don't see devil
Where is The Eden? Where should I search for it?
Nothing is found
In the end...
The sunshine never come to wake me up...
Doomed to obscurity I have become.
Note : My last old writings, finally. Bit by bit put it in together in this blog.